Our first contact; Cynthia's first email to Brian:

 

12/16/1997 Tues 4:29 PM

Coming across your profile made me smile. My name is Cynthia and I live in Austin, Texas. I too am looking for a LTR. I attached a photo. If you are interested and would like to learn more, I look forward to your response.

 

Cynthia

 

12/16/97 6:51 PM

Hi Cynthia,

 

I loved your photo. Tell me more about yourself. You can learn more about me at: http://www.pacificnet.net/drbailey/ So, would you like to come visit sometime?

 

Brian

 

 

12/17

Hi Brian,

 

"I loved your photo.

Thank you!

 

"Tell me more about yourself.

I'm 35 years old, 5' 1", 102 lbs. I work as a medical transcriptionist but trained as a court reporter. I have no children but have two adorable Yorkies named Molly and Roxie. I enjoy working out and staying fit. I love to get dressed up and go to the theater or a good movie followed by a long walk in the park or along the beach or throwing together a picnic and putting on something casual and going for a long hike through the leaves. I like holding hands, conversation, playfulness, as well as long soft passion. I don't smoke or use drugs. I drink socially. I like meeting new people and making friends.

 

"So, would you like to come visit sometime?

I'd very much like to visit. We'll have to discuss this further.

 

I enjoyed your website! It is very interesting. You seem like the kind of person I would like. I am a very sweet person and am looking for someone like you for a LTR.

 

Please write again and share your thoughts.

 

Cynthia

 

12/17

Hi Cynthia,

 

Tell me more about yourself. Where do you live.

 

Brian

 

12/18

Hi Brian:

 

"Tell me more about yourself. Where do you live?

 

What else would you like to know about me? Be specific.

 

I live at:

 

12/18

Hi Brian:

 

The E-mail was sent before I completed my thoughts. ???? That has never happened before.

 

Let's see, I live at:

 

Write back and tell me more about you. Do you have children? How old are you?

Your thoughts regarding my last E-mail.

 

Cynthia

 

12/18

Hi Cynthia,

 

What state and city are you in? Here is a page from my website

It will tell you a lot about me. I am 39 and have an 18 yo son that lives with me. He works full time. I look forward to hearing more about you.

 

Brian

 

12/18

Hi Brian,

 

Thanks for writing back. As I said in my initial E-mail, I live in Austin, Texas. I was born in Ashland, Kentucky but have lived here for the past decade. I was reading Mademoiselle today and my horoscope for '98 is intriguing. My sign is Capricorn. It said: Because Saturn, ruler of your sign, is ambitious and results-oriented, you frequently come across as uncaring. NOT TRUE! What others don't realize is that you're afraid of being rejected if you show your feelings.

 

Theme in 1998: This year, you'll be thinking about what's missing from your personal life. You're also willing to take a gamble -- and you'll profit from the unexpected. At times, you may find yourself at odds with others, but those inner resources you've built up in the past will come to your rescue.

 

Yes, I have been thinking a lot about what is missing in my life: true love, children etc. I concur with everything you said as far as finding that special someone. You state it so eloquently. I really like the way you communicate in writing using plain English but with real meaning from your heart. That's nice.

 

Would love to read your book. Called two local book stores Barnes and Noble and Borders. Borders stated they would order the book, but it will take approximately six weeks for delivery.

 

Since you have an adult son, are you adverse to having more children? How does he feel about your plans to remarry when you meet the girl of your dreams?

 

You're the author, please write more next time.

 

Cynthia

 

12/18

Brian,

 

I am mailing a Christmas card to you with a picture of me and my two Yorkies so be looking for it.

 

It is addressed to:

 

Personal

Dr. Brian Bailey

Total Holistic Health Care

5952 N. Las Virgenes Rd., Suite 760

Calabasas, CA 91302

 

Cynthia

 

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

Jared, my son and I are more like buddies&emdash;roommates. He will probably be moving back to OR in 6 mos or so. He has no problem with me dating or even getting married. As far as more children, that depends on a lot of factors. I am open to it. I spend so much time writing I get tired of it and just want to talk. Call me any time before 9 pm 818 880-5865. I will be able to write more later.

 

Brian

 

 

12/20

Hi Brian,

 

I sent this photo to you in a Christmas card. Thought I'd send it via the Internet since I had it scanned to remove the red-eye from the flash photograph.

 

Have a nice day!

 

Cynthia

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

When are you going to come visit me?

 

Brian

 

RIGHT NOW

 

Right now....

-somebody is thinking of you.

-somebody is caring about you.

-somebody misses you.

-somebody wants to talk to you.

-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.

-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.

-somebody wants to hold your hand.

-somebody is praying for you.

-somebody wants you to be happy.

-somebody wants you to find him/her.

-somebody is celebrating your successes.

-somebody wants to give you a gift.

-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.

-somebody wants to hug you.

-somebody admires your strength.

-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.

-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

-somebody wants to go out with you and have fun.

-somebody thinks the world of you.

-somebody wants to kiss you.

-somebody wants to protect you.

-somebody would do anything for you.

-somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.

-somebody wants to laugh with you all night long about old times.

-somebody remembers you fondly.

-somebody values your advice.

-somebody wants to tell you how much they care.

-somebody thinks they shared a past life with you.

-somebody wants to share their dreams with you.

-somebody wants to hold you in their arms.

-somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.

-somebody treasures your spirit.

-somebody wishes they could suspend time with you.

-somebody praises God for your friendship and love.

-somebody can't wait to see you.

-somebody loves you for who you are.

-somebody loves the way you make them feel.

-somebody wants to be with you.

-somebody is hoping they can grow old with you.

-somebody wants to be you to know they are there for you.

-somebody's glad that you're his/her friend.

-somebody wants to be your friend.

-somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.

-somebody is very remorseful after losing your friendship.

-somebody is "hankering" for you.

-somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.

-somebody wants to get to know you better.

-somebody believes that you are his/her soul mate.

-somebody wants to be near you.

-somebody misses your advice/guidance.

-somebody has faith in you.

-somebody trusts you.

-somebody needs your support.

-somebody has faith in you.

-somebody needs you to have faith in them.

-somebody needs you to let them be your friend .

-somebody sees who you are on the inside.

-somebody doesn't know the words to show you how much they care.

-somebody needs you to send them this letter.

-somebody will cry when they read this letter.

 

-somebody loves you!

 

 

12/21

Hi Brian,

 

"When are you going to come visit me?

When are you available? You sound very busy to me. I have exhausted all of my time for this year. I just returned from a trip to the Sunshine State last month. It was great! My mom and her husband live in Port St. Lucie. We visited Orlando and went to Disney. We also went to Key West. Stayed in a lovely B&B. I went out on a catamaran and went kayaking through a little island. It was especially nice because this catamaran seated only six people so it was very personal and the captain was extremely knowledgeable which made it a really worthwhile event.

 

Of course there's '98. How about January or February? What do you think? I'll have to check into airfare etc. What airport are you near? You'll have to let me know what your schedule is like.

 

Do you live and work at the same address? Do you still teach? Do you see patients in a clinical setting? How much do you travel? Do you ever come to Austin?

 

Do you have any current photos of you and your son? If so, you'll have to mail a picture of the two of you to my address.

 

Please write back soon.

 

Cynthia

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

January or February is fine. The only schedule I can't change is my teaching that is until 2:30 weekdays. I will check that schedule I believe Presidents day is off.

I am near LAX. I see patients at Malibu Health or do home visits. I have never given a talk in Austin. I normally charge $500/day for talks plus expenses. If you know of any groups interested in Wholistic health I would do it for expenses so I could visit you. I will send you a pic of Jared. I need to take some more pics.

 

Brian

 

 

12/21

Hi Brian,

 

About visiting you, just thought I would clarify that I was talking about a long weekend. Perhaps arriving on Friday and returning to Austin on Monday or Tuesday a.m. What time do you have open near the end of January or in February? Write back and let me know. I'll give you a call.

 

Cynthia

 

12/21

I have a flexible schedule. Let me know when is good for you and I can arrange a three day weekend.

 

Brian

 

Monday 12/22 our first phone call several hours long

We then talked every night on the phone except one till we met and then after we met till I flew to Texas on Friday the 13th of February. We began our drive home on Valentines day after a night of ecstasy at bed and breakfast.

 

Sent pictures and began Cynthia's page

 

Mon, 22 Dec 1997 19:25:47 -0800

 

Dearest Cynthia,

 

I really enjoyed our conversation tonight, you are so sweet. I am really looking forward to meeting

you. Not only are you beautiful and in shape, you have a sweet spirit. I love your voice it is

so youthful and positive, I could spend hours talking to you and never be bored. I have the

feeling we could be perfectly content to cuddle in front of the TV and watch speaking Swahili in 10

easy steps taught in Chinese. Here is my latest addition to my web site: Right Now

 

Brian

 

http://www.body-mind-and-spirit.com/drbailey

 

Here is my thought for the moment:

"He that requires perfection in the people in his life,

is destined to be perfectly unhappy."

-Dr. Brian K. Bailey

 

 

12/23

Hi Brian,

 

It was so nice talking with you last night. You are very easy to talk to, down-to-earth, and I like that. I too could spend hours talking with you and never be bored. We will have to do a lot of that when I visit. I have a good feeling about this. I hope we will go forward. Thanks so much for writing and sending the photos. However, when viewing the photos, computer language was displayed on the screen and not the photos. Maybe you can try sending them again. You can call me any time you like. But if you wish, I can send an E-mail to let you know when I'm home. I'm going to rent the movie you suggested "The Doctor" this evening.

 

Have a very nice day!

 

Cynthia

 

12/24

Hi Brian,

 

How are you? I scheduled my flight today with Southwest. I will be visiting Friday, January 16, 1998 through Tuesday, January 20.

 

FLIGHT #639

Departs Austin: 12:50 p.m.

Arrives LAX: 2:45 p.m.

 

FLIGHT #1142

Departs LAX: 3:30 p.m.

Arrives Austin: 9:40 p.m.

 

I would love to talk with you if you want to call me, I'll be home.

 

Cynthia

 

 

Hi Brian,

 

I'm great. Enjoyed the movie. I had seen it before. It seems most of the

cast in "The Doctor" are still playing doctors on Chicago Hope. It was

raining today and kind of cold here. Tomorrow I work until noon. I'll E-

mail you when I get in and if you're not busy I'd love to talk. It's already

11:15 here. So what did you name your new pet? I'm getting together with a

couple friends Christmas Day. Don't know if we'll cook or go out that's if we

can find a nice place open. I'll look forward to talking with you tomorrow.

Until then, have a good night.

 

Cynthia

 

12/24

Your Page is built. Click here to go to it Cynthia's Page if by some chance you need the URL it is http://www.pacificnet.net/drbailey/Cynthia.html

I hope you enjoy.

 

Your friend,

 

Brian

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I am home. I just saw the Titanic, a great movie. I will call you soon.

 

Brian

 

sent copy of Dog's Prayer and Pets

 

 

12/25 Christmas

THANK YOU! RE: CYNTHIA'S PAGE

 

Hi Brian,

 

Thank you so much. That was really sweet. I love it. You and your son are adorable looking. I tried to print Cynthia's Page, but it didn't work. I can print pages from your website. I'll try again. I'm not sure what the problem is. I enjoyed talking with you tonight! Wish I were there to share Christmas with you. I'll call you tomorrow.

 

Have a wonderful Christmas Day!

 

Cynthia

 

 

Re: THANK YOU! RE: CYNTHIA'S PAGE

Fri, 26 Dec 1997 16:26:27 -0800

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I look forward to your call tonight. Talk to you soon.

 

Brian

 

 

Dearest Brian,

 

I feel so lucky to have met someone like you. Your sincerity means so much to me. I like real people, open communication, and honesty. You're wonderful! Our conversation tonight was so important to me. I'm glad we concur. It helps me feel more comfortable about visiting.

 

Thanks so much for A Dog's Prayer!

 

Cynthia

 

 

12/26

Brian,

 

Just wanted to say hello. It's 3:45 here. I am going to go to the theater and see the movie, "Good as it Gets." By the way, did you ever receive my E-mail that was sent on 12/24 RE: Cynthia's Page. I actually sent two E-mails that day. The other one was regarding Hi Cynthia. I asked about the name of your new pet etc. That's strange that you didn't receive it. It was never returned. Will you receive it if I type drbailey@pacific? Let me know. I'll will call tomorrow.

 

Have a beautiful day!

 

Cynthia

 

12/26

Hi again, I guess you will call Saturday? Let me know when so I will be available. I have been spending lots of time tying up loose ends and getting organized. It seems everything seems to take so much more time than you think it will. The gym here was closed until 1:30 today and nobody showed up till 2:40. Lots of people stood outside complaining.

Let me know how you liked the movie. I still want to see the new James Bond movie.

 

Talk to you soon,

 

Brian

 

12/27

I just came on to check my email and I got the strange beep meaning you

called when I was on the phone for less than 2 mins. I didn't hang up to

see if I got a message. I have a answering service that picks up my

calls if busy. You will know because there is only one ring. If I am

gone it rings 4 times. I am really sad I missed you. Well, I will talk

to you today.

 

Brian

 

LuvYorkie2 wrote:

 

> Sorry I missed you too. I really wanted to talk. When is a good time to

> call? I'll check back here.

>

> Cynthia

 

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I will be here off and on all day. The best time to call would be after 5 pm

here 7 pm there. Let me know when you will call and I will make sure the phone

is free and I am here. I am really looking forward to hearing your voice

again.

 

Brian

 

Brian,

>

> My birthday is January 6. The same date as your previous fiancee's birthday.

> When is your birthday?

>

> Cynthia

 

I knew that. Mine is May 22nd. --

 

> Hi Brian,

>

> Do you like the Jay Leno Show? I would really like to go on Friday. Please

> see if you can get tickets early. THANK YOU!

>

> Cynthia

 

He is a funny guy. I didn't realize he is here. I'll get tickets if available.

Talk to you soon

 

Brian

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I didn't think it was possible for two people to fall in love on the internet. I may be wrong.

 

Brian

 

12/28

Hi Brian,

 

How are you doing? I didn't get up until late morning. Had lunch and read the E-mail you sent. Thanks so much.

 

(Horoscope '98)

Mademoiselle

 

Gemini:

Everybody thinks you haven't a care -- they describe you as "up all the time." Well, you and I know that's not true. When you're alone, you lesser-known twin emerges: the serious one who's so sensitive to the hurts of the world.

 

Theme in 1998: You'll come up with your most innovative ideas ever, which will boost the way you speak, communicate and write. As a result, your career assumes a more definite focus. There's fairy dust around you, and now you're smart enough to separate the fantastic from the impossible.

 

So what do you think?

 

Really enjoyed our long conversation last night. You? Let me know what time you will call later. I will check back here. If you're wondering what time will be good for me, let's make it our usual time (around 7:00 p.m. my time).

 

Cynthia

 

 

12/28

Hi Brian,

 

I sent an E-mail at the end of my page. Let me know if you get it. It asked if I wanted to schedule a FLASH SESSION for later delivery. Not sure what that means.

 

Cynthia

 

Haven't gotten it yet. I love talking to you.

 

brian

 

12/29

Hi Brian,

 

I want to thank you for creating Cynthia's page. It is very special. You are too sweet. I really like you a lot. You are so much fun to talk with on the phone. I just know we'll have a wonderful time when I visit. I am going to print my page. What time did you go to bed last night? I had a hard time getting up this a.m.

 

I will be thinking about you. Have a nice evening.

 

Cynthia

 

I completed the info. Are you sure they are not trying to get you to purchase something in the future? How does it work?

 

Cynthia

 

Yes, I did

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

Thank you for being you. You are sooo wonderful. You have really caused me to think. It is funny I feel so close and connected to you. We haven't even met. I ask myself are you crazy for feeling how you do? You have inspired me. Through you I know what I want, I think it is YOU. Your card that I received today really touched my heart. I am falling in love with you. How can that be? I haven't even met you. Am I going nuts? I spent some time today going within and I wrote this in my journal I shed tears when I read it:

 

Monday, December 29, 1997

 

My Mate and I

 

 

I am learning about my mate. The thing that really gets me is her genuine interest in me. Interest in what I have to say and interest in being with me. There is nothing more powerful a woman can do than to genuinely believe I am the most wonderful person for her. She craves my touch and loves me to hold and cuddle her. We have unconditional love and acceptance and genuine interest in each other. We cherish and love each other completely. She is be the center of my life above all others and all things. I am the center of her life above all others and all things. We will share common interests the first being, health of the body, mind and spirit. We get out in nature and enjoy Mother Earth and Father Sky. We keep the tabernacles of or spirit strong through physical exercise. We show love and kindness to all people recognizing our interconnection with them.

There is a strong connection at the heart level. There is a strong trust. We are free to be our true selves and know we are still loved and accepted. Being vulnerable and revealing our deepest feelings and darkest secrets strengthens our bonding one to the other. Our commitment is forever, in good times and in challenging times. Challenges strengthen our love and tie us more closely together. We work as a team making decisions that will be best for us as a couple. We equitably share the responsibility of financial needs and domestic duties. We accept our relationship to be 60% give and 40% take and realize there will be times of 100% give and 0% take. We expect to be together for all time and eternity, soulmates forever.

We are passionate about life and each other, we kindle each others passion. We bring out the best in each other and gently encourage personal growth. We understand and accept that we are human and make mistakes. We are ready to admit and take responsibility for our shortcomings. We are eager to forgive one another their imperfections. We know we are unique individuals and may at times see things differently; we honor this difference and take the opportunity to see things through anothers eye's. We give and receive compassionate and empathetic understanding. We ask for what we want and do our best to fulfill each others needs and desires.

 

Brian

 

Cynthia,

I LOVE YOU. I really missed talking to you tonight.

Brian

 

12/29

Hi Brian,

 

You are not going nuts. I am feeling the same way. "My Mate and I" genuinely touched my heart. It's beautiful.

 

My card arrived quickly. I mailed it Saturday afternoon.

 

I'm extremely tired tonight. I fell asleep on the sofa after work and thought I would check my E-mail before going to bed. Glad I did. I will be dreaming of you.

 

Cynthia

 

You are always on my mind. I have never felt so much possibility as I do with you. I was going nuts not calling you . What are you doing to me? I don't know if I will be able to let you go back to TX when you come here. The way things are going. I don't know if I can wait till June to join with you forever. Woah! I can't believe I said all that. It is how I feel and I won't delete it. I hope I am not being too bold.

 

Love Brian

 

12/30

Will reply in more detail later. You are not being too bold.

 

Cynthia

 

Happy New Year !!!

 

 

I hope you are having a great day : ) I got my physical today they took six tubes of blood and I am going back for a lipid profile and fasting blood sugar. My Blood Pressure was perfect 120/80 and I am confident all the blood tests will be also. I also got an HIV test not that there could be a chance just so you know that I am safe. How has your day been? Are you ready for a new and Wonderful year (our year).

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

12/31 Wed New Year's Eve

Hi Brian,

 

I am home for lunch. I may not be home at midnight my time. Some friends invited me to go out for dinner and drinks this evening. Will you still call at midnight your time? However, if you want, I may excuse myself early and say I am ill so I can celebrate with you. What do you think? If not, I will be here shortly after midnight my time and we can visit then. I want to make you happy.

 

I will be thinking of you.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I want you to go out and have a blast : ) I want to hear all about it. I will call you before midnight here. You are sooo wonderful : )

 

Love,

Brian

 

12/31

Brian,

 

You are wonderful! I just got in and need to get ready. I need to be ready to leave here by 6:45 and I have to wash my hair. Have a great evening. I will be thinking only of you and looking forward to talking later.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

12/31

Hello,

 

Me again. When I retrieved the first message, I only saw on the video Happy New Year. Didn't realize you had written something in addition to that. It was only revealed when I printed it. Strange???

 

Anyway, Happy New Year! I am having a great day. Thanks for asking. Glad your checkup turned out okay. I am ready for a new and marvelous year with you in my life! I'm smiling and life is wonderful.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

I really, really like you and want to say I love you but think that is crazy. Is it?

 

Brian

 

 

12/31

No not at all. I think it's wonderful. It is one of the best feelings in the world. How do you know? I get a warm sensation in my heart when I think of you and everything we have shared together. We both were looking for that special someone. We have spent a lot of time talking and getting to know each other better so no I don't think it's crazy. You seem simply perfect for me.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

I think I love you,

 

Brian

 

LuvYorkie2 wrote:

 

> Happy 1998!

>

> Would you like to go to the Getty Museum? It supposedly cost 1 billion

> dollars to build. I'd like to see it. What about you? I believe it is in

> LA.

>

> Sorry about the phone last night. It's a cordless and the battery is very

> very low. I'll need to get a new one today. We could have talked on the

> speaker phone I suppose. You sounded extremely tired though. Did you sleep

> well? It was sweet of you to call. I love your voice!

>

> I was thinking about you all evening. I find myself thinking about you a lot.

> I'm really looking forward to lots of cuddling, kissing, and holding hands

> with you. :) I just know I'm going to cry and be very sad when I return to

> TX. I think I'm falling in love with you too.

>

> I cried practically all the way home when I visited my niece for the first

> time. I knew I wouldn't be around to see her grow up and didn't know when I

> would visit KY again. It is difficult when the people you love and want to

> be near live so far away. I'm planning a trip to KY some time in '98. Would

> you like to go?

>

> Today, Michelle and Jerry, two very close friends invited me over for New

> Years brunch. She was a pastry chef and everything she makes is absolutely

> wonderful.

> What are you plans?

>

> How's Jared. I hope he's feeling much better. You seem like a good daddy.

> You are so sensitive and caring.

>

> I am happy to know that you refinish furniture. I have always wanted to date

> someone that had that interest. Michelle's husband builds furniture and

> refinishes antiques as a hobby.

>

> I have so many wonderful friends here that I want you to meet.

>

> I'm still looking in to the information you asked for. You just need the

> phone numbers correct? Do you want the addresses also? (schools, DPM license

> etc.)

>

> I will be on-line probably around 7:00 my time, 5:00 your time.

>

> Love, Cynthia

 

Happy New Year Sweetheart!!!

 

Let me know when you will be on-line tonight so we can chat.

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

The Getty museum is so popular parking is booked into March. We could park far

away and walk. They had to zone nearby parking so neighbors had a place to park

near their own houses.

 

I can tell my body is fighting the flu virus because I feel a bit of an energy

drain. This will be a good test of my immune sys.

 

I am already thinking about when I will be able to come to Austin. I will check

the school schedule on Monday.

 

How was brunch? I look forward to meeting your friends.

 

Jared is about the same he is still going to work though.

 

Addresses and phone numbers would be great.

 

I am going to see Tomorrow Never Dies. I will call you when I get home around 9

pm your time.

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

 

1/2

Hey Brian,

 

How are you today? I came home early for lunch and checked the mail and received a card from Borders stating your book had arrived. Looking forward to talking with you. Do you want to chat on the computer tonight? Let me know. I will check back here. If not, I will call you later this evening.

Hope you're having a great day!

 

Love,

Cynthia

 

Happy Saturday,

 

I think it is wonderful that you would consider moving here. I am so eager to hold you in my arms and meet you in person. Here is a cool poem:

 

Apache Wedding Prayer

 

Now you will feel no rain,

For each of you will be shelter to the other.

Now you will feel no cold,

For each of you will be warmth to the other.

Now there is no more loneliness,

For each of you will be companion to the other.

Now you are two bodies,

But there is only one life before you.

Go now to your dwelling place

To enter into the days of your togetherness

And may your days be good and long upon the earth.

 

 

The Recipe of Love

 

The recipe of love must always include

 

Some herbs and spices for fortitude;

 

A tablespoon of forgiveness -

 

A clove of loyalty -

 

A cup of faith -

 

And a sprig of honesty;

 

A pinch of patience -

 

A teaspoon of trust -

 

A cup of friendship -

 

And a bit of lust;

 

Mix all these herbs and spices well -

 

No other recipe could ever excel;

 

Add Cynthia and Brian for proper effect;

 

Then sauté the whole in two cups of respect.

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

1/3

Hi Brian,

 

Happy Saturday! How was the movie last night? I didn't go to bed until 4:00 a.m. Just couldn't sleep. Thanks for sending the Apache Wedding Prayer and The Recipe of Love. They're sweet.

 

Thinking of you.

 

XXXOOO

 

Cynthia

 

1/3

Hey,

 

Was thinking about you. I'm going to a surprise birthday party for a friend's husband tonight. His name is Brian also. I edited my buddy list and corrected the spelling of your name. Sent an IM message but you were not logged on. Really wanted to chat with you. Hope you're having fun tonight. Say hello to Jared for me. Talk with you later.

 

Love Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

I have been thinking about you too. I just got back from birthday card shopping. Couldn't find one I liked but, I did find another card that is pretty kewl. I was going to mail it but I forgot to bring your address. I will get it out early tomorrow with the first TV show I did here. They misspelled my name. Let me know when you get home.

 

Love,

 

Brian

xxxoooXXXOOOXXXOOO

 

Hi Brian,

 

I will call after 7:00 p.m. my time.

 

I created a card for you on the computer this morning. I will mail it today.

I woke up early. Just couldn't sleep.

 

Cynthia

 

 

1/4

Hi Brian,

 

Let me know if you are going to be on-line later and want to chat. I'd love visiting with you tonight. Didn't end up going to San Marcos after all. We are planning to go next Sunday.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

I will call you in a bit

Brian

 

1/4

Good Morning Sweetheart,

 

Sorry, I didn't receive the card. Have a good day first day back to school.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

Good Morning Sweetheart,

 

I love that word Sweetheart, it sounds and feels so good. Today will be a wonderful day because I have you on my mind. I will be on-line around 3:30 pm today. Have a Marvelous Monday.

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

 

1/5

The word sweetheart does sound and feel good. I will be on-line when I get home from the office. Let's talk then. You're wonderful!

 

Love, Cynthia

 

1/5

Hey Brian,

 

Good morning sweetheart. Sent two E-mails to drbailey@pacificnet.net. Hope you receive them this a.m. When we visit tonight, let me know. I'll be thinking about you.

 

Love, Cynthia

 

Hi honey,

 

I feel rested. Slept until afternoon and did sleep well. I'm happy you did too. I'm dreaming about us at night and have you on my mind a lot. My friends tell me I really look happy. Don't know if I'm going to San Marcos today or not. Called and left a message at my friend's house. I may go alone. I'd like to visit the Polo shop there.

 

Have a great day!

 

Happy 36th. I got them. I left a special message on your web page for you. Have a wonderful Birthday and a Terrific Tuesday.

 

Love,

 

Brian

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoXOXOXO

 

Love, Cynthia

XXXOOO

Brian,

 

You are so sweet. Thank you. You light up my life everyday. :) I love it!

 

Love, Cynthia

XXXOOOXXXOOO

 

 

It took a very long time logging back on to AOL after talking with you over the phone.

 

1/6

Hi Brian,

 

Thank you! I am looking forward to visiting this evening. Hope you had a nice day.

 

Love, Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

I know you had a wonderful birthday. Did you get any cards or flowers? I will check back here around 7pm your time and see when a good time to call is.

 

Love,

 

Brian

 

xxxooo

 

 

1/6

Sweetheart,

 

I was very surprised to receive the lovely flowers when I arrived this evening. They are quite lovely. You are a dream come true. I love them!

 

I have to go to the WWW address to retrieve the card. You're wonderful. THANKS!

I'm very happy and yes I had a wonderful day.

 

P.S. I love my page. I love what you said. It's very very special like you.

 

I am just having dinner. Please call around 7:30. I will make sure the line is free. If that's not a good time for you, you may call when you like. I will be home. Will check back here after dinner.

 

Love, Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

 

1/6

Hi sweetheart,

 

Hope you had a wonderful day. Yes, my birthday will be an anniversary of sorts. I will be thinking about you.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

In a message dated 1/6/98 10:40:12 PM, you wrote:

 

>Good Morning Sweetheart,

>

>Sorry we talked so long last night. I loved our conversation especially what we

>said to each other when we were saying bye. It feels authentic. Have a wonderful

>Wednesday. I am so happy you're in my life.

>

>I love you,

>Cynthia

 

Good Morning Sweetheart,

 

Your birthday will be an anniversary of sorts, it was the day we said our first I love you's. : ) Thank you so much for being you, my sweetheart. I love having you in my life. I will write more later.

 

I love you,

 

Brian

 

ILY ILY ILY XXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOO

 

1/7

Hi sweetheart,

 

Hope you had a wonderful day. Yes, my birthday will be an anniversary of sorts. I will be thinking about you.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

Hope you had a wonderful day. I couldn't get my mind off of you and us last night. I am feeling a little tired cause of missed sleep I will hit the hay early tonight. I am going to call some cancer centers right now and will be back on later.

 

I love you,

 

Brian

 

xxxooo

 

1/7

Hey Brian,

 

Received your video tape today. Enjoyed it very much! I love your voice. It's so upbeat. If you're feeling tired, we don't have to visit via the computer tonight. There's always tomorrow. Get a good night's rest so you'll feel refreshed in the a.m. I'll be dreaming about us.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

 

1/7

Hi Sweetheart,

 

What city is Suzanne Silk in? I will fax a letter and my resume. Thank you. I am going to take a shower and go to bed early myself. We'll talk tomorrow. Hope you feel rested in the a.m.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I was hoping to find you on-line. I miss you. Well, I do need my rest I will talk to you tomorrow. I think I watch alittle TV tonight my brain is too tired to think much right now.

 

Thanks for being the wonderful person you are.

 

I Love you,

 

brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXO

 

1/8

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I received your card today. It touched my heart. I love it. You are absolutely wonderful. My birthday flowers are still lovely and fragrant. The florist did a beautiful job on the arrangement. I took photos so you can see what they look like. Did you mail the photos? Do you have a small photo like the one on your book? I really like that picture. You look adorable. I love what you're wearing.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOO

 

1/8

FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES is so cute; I enjoyed reading it. I will pass it on. THANK YOU!

 

Sweetie, I missed you too. I will check back here later to read your E-mail. I am planning on being home all evening. Looking forward to talking with you.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

 

1/8

Looking forward to your call sweetheart.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

 

1/8

 

Good Morning Sweetheart,

 

Just thinking about you and thought I'd write. You're always on my mind and in my heart but I'd much rather have you in my arms. I can hardly wait until next Friday. I'm counting the days. What about you? I love you.

 

This is my intro letter:

 

Dear Ms. Silk:

 

Please accept this letter as application for a position with your clinic as a medical transcriptionist.

 

I am a medical transcriptionist and have worked for Southwest Regional Cancer Center for the past three and a half years to present and am planning on relocating to your area. SRCC is affiliated with AOR (American Oncology Resources) who presently employs 267 oncologists in 15 states. I have eight years experience in medical transcription. My previous experience included orthopedic and physical medicine. My experience exhibits a broad knowledge of medical terminology.

 

In addition, I am a local and national member of AAMT (American Association for Medical Transcription). Based upon my experience and interests, I am confident that I could immediately contribute to your clinic's success.

 

I will be visiting California January 16 through 21, 1998 and will call during that time to discuss scheduling an interview.

 

Thank you for your time and attention.

 

Sincerely,

 

 

Cynthia Cummins (Brian, Your Thoughts )

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I hope you are feeling better. I wish I could be there to pamper you and fix you healthy meals. I too am counting the days. A week from today I will be so excited I won't know what to do with myself. It will be wonderful holding you in my arms for the first time :) We are going to have a great time together. Have a great and healthy day today.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

1/9

Sweetie,

 

Do you think my introduction letter is okay? You can edit it if you like. Let me know. Went to work today. I am feeling much better. I faxed my resume, intro ltr., and reference letters to Ms. Silk at lunch. Next Thursday, I am going to work at 5:00 a.m. so I can leave at 1:00 p.m. that way I can take Roxie and Molly to be groomed by 2:00 p.m. I didn't feel I would really have the extra time to go to Round Rock and make it to the airport on time next Friday. It seems I'm always running late and I don't want to be late on Friday. After work, I will stop by Whole Foods to pick up the Valerian you talked about.

 

I too wish you were here to pamper me and cook healthy meals. I have been drinking a lot of liquids today even bottled water. Hopefully, your healthful habits will rub off on me. I'm really looking forward to learning more about eating healthy etc.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

XXXOOOXXXOOO

 

1/9

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I love you and your pictures. You are very nice looking! I am very lucky. Thank you for sending them. Also wanted to thank you for talking with your vet about introducing our pets when I move there. It really touched my heart. You are so thoughtful. I sent a special card your way tonight. Let me know when you get in so we can visit. I will check back here around 9:00 or give you a call later.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

XOXOXOXO

 

 

I will wait up to hear your sweet and wonderful voice. You called when the carpet cleaners were here, my tracer isn't working and I didn't know it was you till I checked messages. I know you loved the movie, sad ending though. You are my sweetheart. We will never travel on a Titanic without wetsuits.

 

I Love you and can't wait to hear your voice.

 

Brian

 

Hugs and Smooches

 

Hi honey,

 

Spent most of the day running errands. I will need to leave shortly to pick up my babies. I am going to see Titanic tonight at 8:55. I will call around six o'clock my time. I love talking with you; I feel such as strong bond between us. It's sooo wonderful. I hope this feeling lasts and lasts.

Say hello to Jared.

 

Looking forward to hearing your voice soon.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

 

1/10

Sweetie,

 

Just called but you were unavailable. Left a message. As I said on my previous E-mail, I'm going to see Titanic tonight. I will be home after the movie and will try calling then. Sorry I missed you. I really wanted to hear your voice. I should be home around 12:30. If that is too late to call, send an E-mail and we'll talk tomorrow. Hope not though. HUGS AND KISSES.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

 

 

1/11

Hi sweetheart,

 

I just got up and am extremely tired. I have to be at my friend's house at 11:00 a.m. I'm just glad she's driving to San Marcos. I didn't set my clock and fell asleep with the light on. When I get home, I am taking a nap. I'll call you this evening.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

XOXOXO

 

1/11

You wrote:

 

My dreams were filled with you and us. How was San Marcos? How are you feeling? Still having PMS or has it started? My guess is it will soon. I look forward to your call.

 

1/11

Hi Sweetheart,

 

Mine were too! San Marcos was great. I had an enjoyable time visiting and shopping with Michelle. I'm feeling better. Thanks for asking. I'm not having PMS. It started yesterday. I look forward to talking with you later! I'm going out to Houston's for dinner. Really don't feel like fixing anything at home. I'll call when I return.

 

I LOVE YOU,

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Good Morning Sweetheart,

 

I am counting the hours. I hope you have a marvelous Monday. I will write more when I get home.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXO

 

1/12

Hi Sweetie,

 

Hope you had a good day at school. I am home for lunch. Tuesday evening I am having dinner out with the assistant manager of Operations at my office. I am going to find out if AOL has any offices near you. Perhaps I could transfer. It's just a thought. Then Wednesday after work, a new employee at our office asked me to go out for drinks. She's really sweet. We are going out for "one" because I told her that I will be very busy this week. As you know Thursday, I have to be at the office at 5:00 a.m. and that is very very early for me. I will have to get up around 3:45 or something like that.

 

I loved talking last night. I could listen to your voice forever. Let me know if you receive my card today. I too am counting the hours.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

XOXOXOX

 

Yes, I find it interesting. As a matter of fact, I heard about it this

morning while driving to the office. Thanks so much for sending it

sweetheart. You are so thoughtful. That's just one of the many things I love

about you.

 

HUGS and KISSES, Cynthia

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I had a great day. I have a running nose and sneezing thing today. It seems to have started when I had the carpets cleaned. Seems like an allergy, maybe a cold. Well it will be gone soon. It will make sure I get to bed early tonight. Let me know what you find out at your meeting with the assist manager. I will see you in 3 days and 23 hrs :)

I am going to change your webpage now.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

1/12

Hi honey,

 

Glad you had a great day. Wish you felt better. If I were there, I would take care of you. I am going to bed early myself and will dream about you and us. I am going in early tomorrow. I'm famished. I am having salmon and saffron rice for dinner. Take good care of yourself for me and get well. I'll miss hearing your wonderful voice tonight.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XOXOXOX

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I guess it is a cold, but only in my right sinus and nostril, strange. I woke up at 1:30 am full of energy?? I laid there thinking us us and everything else under the sun. I think I got back to sleep about 2:30 am or so the I got a call at 3 am, wrong # so it took me another 30 min to fall back asleep. When the alarm went off at 5 am I was deeply asleep :(

 

I am getting so excited to see you :) I will talk to you soon. Have a great meeting tonight, I look forward to hearing about it.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

 

1/13

Hi Sweetie,

 

Sorry you didn't sleep well. Cindy, the assistant manager, phoned this morning and canceled due her husband having an asthma attack last night. He had to go to the ER and take a (Nebulizer ??? not sure about the spelling) treatment and is home ill today. We'll get together when I return next week.

 

I'm also very excited about seeing you! That's all I think about.

 

I Love You,

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I am having some computer problems. I uploaded a new program that has caused problems with netscape and I don't know when I will be able to access my regular mail. Well at least aol works. My cold has shifted to the right nostril. I will be glad when this is done. I guess I should be thankful it is not the flu. I will call you later tonight after I work out some bugs, computer bugs that is :)

I have another song for us, I've been thinkin' about you, by Trisha Yearwood.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

XXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOO

 

 

1/13

Brian,

 

I read this in National Geographic this a.m. and thought you would find it interesting.

 

Most lizards go through the same old motions of lizard life: Mate, leave your mate, have your young, ignore your young. Not so Australian sleepy lizards, which lead more complex lives and practice monogamy more faithfully than any other lizards, says C. Michael Bull of Flinders University in Adelaide.

 

More than 80 percent of sleepy lizards stay with their mates for two breeding seasons, and some relationships last ten years or more. And though no other lizards recognize their young after birth, female sleepy lizards can discriminate between their offspring and those of other sleepy lizards. The species may live as long as 30 years -- perhaps the reason they have no problem with commitment.

 

I Love You,

Cynthia

 

1/13

Hi Sweetheart,

 

Sorry about your computer. Are you taking any medicine for your cold? Hope you're well soon. Yes, be glad it's not the flu. I'm looking forward to talking with you tonight. You'll have to sing Trish'a song for me. I not familiar with it, but I'm sure it is very special. I'll have to get it. Did you receive my card?

 

I LOVE YOU!

Cynthia

oooxxxoooxxxoooxxxoooxxx

 

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

My cold is getting better, now only on the left side. I am taking lots of ginger and drinking lots of water. It will probably be gone by tomorrow. I am so excited, I can't wait for you to arrive. Can I hold you forever? I will talk to you tonight sometime.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOX

 

1/14

Sweetheart,

 

Hello, hope you're having a wonderful Wednesday. Yes, you can hold me forever. Let's hold each other forever. Really looking forward to hearing your voice tonight. I always love talking with you. Friday's almost here!

 

I Love You,

 

Cynthia

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

 

Hello Sweetheart,

 

It was a wonderful Wednesday. How are you feeling? My cold is almost gone :) I am getting things done so I have no work while you are here. Tomorrow after work I will grocery shop and clean the car, the car wash I used is closed, guess I will do it the old fashioned way. Talk to you tonight.

 

I Love you,

 

Brian

 

1/14

Hi honey I'm home. We didn't go out for drinks after all. She, Ann, canceled this a.m. She went out last night and was out too late. I had errands to run after work and so that's what I did. I'm hoping to get to work at 4:30 or 5:00 in the morning so I can leave earlier. I doubt I'll get there that early though. Can't wait to see you Friday! I'm going to have dinner now and will look forward to talking tonight.

 

I Love You,

 

Cynthia

xoxoxoxo

 

I LOVE YOU

 

I got my beautiful card today. I have never been touched so deeply by a card. I cried when I read it. If you really mean all those wonderful things I believe we could spend eternity together being blissfully joyous. The card answered about every question I had about you. I feel exactly the same way. You know I won't be able to let you go back to Austin for long. I need to do a quick computer tutoring session then I will call you.

 

My heart is yours and yours alone. You are a great, bright and warm light in my life.

 

I love you sooo very much,

 

Brian

 

1/15

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! I am sincere about all those wonderful things in the card. I don't want to be in Austin for very long without you. My heart belongs to only you. You are the most wonderful person I know. I love everything about you. Just think tomorrow we'll finally be happy together. It's going to be perfect.

 

I love you SOOO much,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I have been very busy getting things done, calls, errands, shopping etc. I am looking forward talking to you later. Gotta eat, shower etc. I bought a disc for us the Titanic soundtrack. I was very emotional this morning on the way to school. I can't stop thinking about you. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about meeting you, my dream woman.

 

Brian

I love you

 

1/15

Dearest Brian,

 

Thank you so much for editing my wonderful page. I love the way you express yourself. I truly believe the words you write come from deep within. I have never met or dated anyone that can articulate their feelings like you do. I'm very impressed! You are sooo very special to me and I love you with all my heart.

 

I'd better run for now. We'll talk later. Hope you had a terrific day.

 

THANK YOU SWEETIE,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

Lets get together after lunch today, I will meet you at the airport :) That is so kewl I will see you in a little over 9 hrs. I will be watching the clock and smiling.

 

I Love you Sweetheart,

 

Brian

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOX

 

Hi sweetie,

 

I love you for making everything perfect. Please do not go to a lot of trouble. I will be perfectly content just being with you in your arms. You are very very special to me. Everything you are doing means a lot. Thank you!

 

Have a fantastic Friday. I'll see you after lunch.

 

I love you sweetheart,

Cynthia

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

 

Our first meeting LAX 3 PM January 16th 1998

Proposed at the top of stony point 4pm Sunday January 18th I put the ring on her finger and she accepted.

Cynthia returned to Austin on the 21st to get things in order to move to Ca and marry Brian.

 

1/21

Good morning sweetheart,

 

I really MISS you. I love you SOOO. I am so tired. I talked all the way.

Met some wonderful people on the plane trip back to Austin. I cannot wait to

be with you forever. When should I give notice at the office? Two weeks is

sufficient. I'd really like to stay to help train someone if I'm needed. I

have 4.5 to 5 paid personal days I want to take before I give notice.

 

Thanks for the wonderful time spent together. You and your son were great.

You are a perfect gentleman, everything I want in a husband. I love your

touch, smile, personality, and body! There's nothing I don't love about you.

I'm going to bed now and will dream about you and us all night.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XXOOXXOO

 

 

Hi sweetie,

 

I stayed home from work today. Called my doctor and left a message early this

a.m. and have not heard back. I am asking her to call in a prescription for

me so I'll feel better. I dropped off the film for processing this a.m. It

will be ready for pick up at 2:00. I can hardly wait to see the photos! I

have thought about our being together a lot since I returned. It is all I

think about. I miss you! I love you! You are a dream come true for me.

 

Hope you had a great day. Looking forward to talking later tonight.

 

I LOVE YOU,

 

Cynthia

XXOOXXOOXXOO

 

Hi sweetheart ,

 

Just wanted you to know I feel much better. The pictures of us are

fantastic!

 

Martin discussed having a going away party for me. He said it may be the last

time I see my friends ever. What do you think? He was thinking the weekend

of the 13th or the weekend before.

 

I picked out a card for you and had copies of the best pictures made and will

mail them tonight or in the morning.

 

I wish I could just pack and fly home to you. I just wouldn't feel right

leaving work without at least a two week notice. I am well liked there and

want to keep it that way when I leave. They are like my second family in a

way.

 

I did purchase a local paper at the airport. I didn't, however, get in touch

with Suzanne. I feel bad about that since I stated I'd call while visiting.

 

I am going to visit Veronica in Round Rock tonight. Her mom is visiting

through Sunday and will be returning to El Paso. She wants to see me before

she leaves. I should only be there an hour and a half. Let me know when

you're calling. I will be here all evening after I return from her home. Her

number is 512-218-4866.

 

I love you so much. We look sooo happy in all of the pictures. I am

calling daddy some time tonight to give him the great news about us. He

called earlier and I wasn't here.

 

Better run for now.

 

I love you darling,

 

Cynthia

XXOOXXOO

 

 

Hi Dream Woman,

 

I am getting so excited to know for sure when I can hold you in my arms once again. I love you and miss you so much. I am looking forward to buying a one-way ticket to Austin. I will bring you home to stay forever. We have such a wonderful adventure ahead of us. We will lead a fairy tale life because we have each other.

 

I love you my sweet darling,

 

Brian

 

1/23/98 11:38:28 AM

Hi Sweetie,

 

Well, I did it. I went to the central office this morning and handed over my letter of resignation. I talked with each and every doctor. I will have letters from all of them to bring with me to CA. You were right, Cindy will approve my personal days off prior to Friday, February 13. She said I can take off whenever I want with pay and they never do that for anyone. I am so happy. They want to meet you. Dr. Tucker said he looks too nice to be a surgeon. I replied, he is.

 

You can purchase your one-way ticket today. I wanted to let them know before noon today so that an ad could be placed in the newspaper.

 

I am going to look at wedding bands after work today. I am so excited.

 

I will share with you what I discussed with the doctors when we talk tonight. They all smiled and are very happy for us.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

 

PS: I mailed the photos of us and the card this morning. You should receive them on Monday.

 

 

Hi Cynthia,

 

I am so happy things went well :) I will call my travel agent after I get off the phone. In fact I am going to get off now and check it out. I will write more later.

 

I love you,

 

Brian

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

 

1/23

Hi honey,

 

How are you? I'm totally exhausted. So many many questions and advice from everyone. I enthusiastically told our story about 15 times today. Everyone wants to meet you.

 

I found the perfect wedding bands for us. They are platinum and 18k, 8mm comfort fit bands. What size do you wear? They have one sized at 10 1/4 and will have to order a size 5 for me. Your ring will be $629.00 and mine will be less. If you can prove CA residency, there's no sales tax and that can be done with your driver's license. The bands are heavy weight with platinum in the center with 18k on each side, very simple. The bands sort of look like your great grandmother's band. I love them. So what do you think?

 

I will check back here later.

 

I love you so much,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

1/24

Hi Sweetheart,

 

Good morning. I wanted to see if you checked on the medical insurance for me at work. Is there a 30 day waiting period? COBRA will cost $143.00 per month. I will have insurance through the end of February. How does the cost of car insurance compare with what you paid in Oregon? I pay approx. $53.00 per month for full coverage insurance, $250.00 deductible with a car rental plan.

 

What should I do regarding my 401k plan? Should I leave it in my current plan until I start working there and roll it into their 401k plan or should I put it in an IRA account? This may be a good question for my new friend in West Hills.

 

I am up early and am going to take a shower and go to AAA to check on airline fare for you.

 

Hope all goes well at your doctor's appointment this morning.

Say hello to Jared for me.

 

Dreamed about us all night. I really really MISS you! The next three weeks will be difficult without you by my side. You are sooo wonderful.

 

Have a beautiful day.

 

I love you sweetie,

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

I went into Cynthia's page but didn't see the edits you made. Is there another page?

 

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I just loaded your new page. I will work on more improvements later. I just got back from having blood drawn. It was an hour to get it all done. I got my juice and the coffee is brewing, want some? Jared and I are going to workout in about an hour. There may be a 30 day wait on the med insurance I haven't asked yet. Car insurance shouldn't be much different here that there. I would leave the 401 k alone for now. I will check my ring size the afternoon. All I can think about is us I love you so very much. Talk to you later.

 

Love Always,

 

Brian

 

 

1/24

Hi Sweetie,

 

Just returned from having lunch and taking my doggies to be groomed. I wrote and sent pictures of us to my new friend, Moira in CA. Called Janet, a good friend who now lives in Kansas and shared our good news. She may want to talk with you in the future.

 

By the way, Martin and I were talking today and he mentioned that there may be a residency requirement in CA before getting married. Are you aware of this? You can call the JP's office to get this info. It would be under County Gov.

 

I'll try calling soon.

 

You are my sweetheart and I love you very much.

 

Cynthia

XXOOXXOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

My ring size is 10 and 1/4, 10 was tight and 10 1/2 just a little loose. Imagine that ;) I saw a gorgeous ring platinum center with small outer rim of 18K gold 6 mm by Wright & Lato INC. e-mail is jtclapper. They will give me a price on Mon.

I learned about platinum vs. white gold. platinum is whiter, heavier and more durable. I am going to scan Jenny's pic and send it in a few minutes.

 

I Love You,

 

Brian

 

1/25

Hi my sweetheart,

 

No matter where we are or what we are doing your touch makes me feel I'm on top of the world. The vows you wrote gave me chills when I read them and made me feel so secure and wonderful. Brian, no one else but you could share my heart, life and love so completely. I will be content just waking up beside you in your arms every morning forever looking into your loving eyes, feeling your beautiful smile, and knowing how special our love is for each other. You will always have my never ending love.

 

I LOVE YOU,

Cynthia

 

1/25

 

Hi honey,

 

I was unable to view Jenny's picture. Martin also tried to help. I downloaded it, but we were unable to discover where it went.

The ring you saw sounds nice. Can you send a photo of it? I will try and get a photo of the one I saw and send it to you. Do you prefer 6 mm or 8 mm? Does it have a polished finish? The like this one because the gold is visible as well as the platinum. If you like it, I will go ahead and pay for yours with the agreement that if it doesn't fit or you don't like it I may return it. Actually, I will have to wait and pay for it when you arrive because I will be able to save on the sales tax. What do you think?

 

If a minister marries us, will we get married in a church or some place else? Is Jared going to be present? In my letter, I asked my new friend if she and her husband wanted to be witnesses. Is that okay? What do you think. I will go along with whatever you decide.

 

I called earlier today. Just wanted to hear your voice in the morning. I have been so tired lately at the end of the day. Don't really know why. I look forward to talking tonight.

 

I truly love you with all my heart.

 

Cynthia

XXOO

 

 

Good Morning Darling,

 

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

You are the greatest. You are my inspiration. I printed your message to keep with me though the day. Thinking of you give me a joyful, warm feeling in my heart, soul and mind. I love you. Have a great day. I posted the new changes to our page this morning. I can't wait to get our pictures.

 

Yours Forever,

 

Brian

 

1/26

Hi Sweetie,

 

I went to the grocery store after we talked last night. I have been getting hungry late at night. Isn't that strange.

 

Let me know what you find out when you contact the minister. Whatever we decide to do will be wonderful.

 

I will get the manufactures name and number for you.

 

You should be receiving our pictures and card today.

 

I hope you had a great day. I miss you so much! We'll talk later.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

 

XXXOOO

 

I scanned the rings and put them on our page my jeweler could probably get both rings for $1000 or less he will call them tomorrow. I also put Jenny's pick on our page. I have the manufactures # (800) 633-5950. I am going to take the brochure back in a couple minutes. I haven't got mail yet.

 

I Love You,

 

Brian

 

1/26

Good evening sweetie,

 

How was your day? My was great.

 

I purchased an LA Times newspaper last night at the grocery store.

 

Stopped by the Silverman's on my way home this evening and picked up a brochure showing the rings. I will place it in the mail soon.

 

I am going to be working overtime until I leave so I can make extra money and also help out the department. I am going to get up at 4:00 a.m. and be at the office by 5:00 or 5:15 at the latest.

 

I love you so much. I can't stop thinking about how wonderful you are. I really miss your touch and being close to you. I'd really like a hug right now. You? I'm sending one your way along with some kisses.

 

You are my sweetheart and I will talk with you soon darling.

 

I LOVE YOU,

Cynthia

 

Good morning darling,

 

How is the woman of my dreams? I miss you. 17 days is too long to wait I want to hold you now. I fixed our page the missing pic was a rose, like you it is beautiful. I will be showing off our pics today.

 

I love you sooooo very, very, very much.

 

Brian

 

1/27

Good afternoon sweetheart,

 

How's your day? With you in my life, everyday is wonderful. You are my dream man. I love everything about you. I too have been showing our pictures off at the hospital and sharing our great news with everyone.

 

I'm having dinner out with my friend, Michelle this evening. Shouldn't be out too late though. Wish I were having dinner with my fiancé or better yet my husband. I like the sound of that. You? We'll talk later. I am going to check out our page.

 

I will truly and deeply love you always, Cynthia

 

Hi my soon to be bride,

 

I do love the sound of that. I visited my jeweler today, he can get both rings as in the picture for $900 no taxes his (Mike) number is (818) 880-4716 . He said it would take 10 days to get them. You could call and order them whenever.

 

I called SWA and booked my flight #647 departs LAX @ 1:30 pm and arrives in Austin @ 7:15 pm 2/13 Fri. I like this better, no layover.

 

Have you been thinking about where we will get married? How about on Saturday the 21st if we can get the license stuff all done?

 

Everybody says we make a perfect couple and that you are beautiful (obviously). You are the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I want you forever my wife and by my side. I love you. Call me when you get home.

 

Love Always,

 

Brian

 

1/28 Tue

Hi Sweetie,

 

Didn't come home today for lunch. I met the fellow at the B&B. It's very nice. I went ahead and paid for the room. We can come and go as we like. I will pick the key up that a.m.

 

I am in such a rush this evening. I didn't let the dogs out at lunch so that's why I came home first. I am meeting my assistant manager this evening for dinner. I am going to our central office downtown. It will take a while to get there due to the heavy traffic this time of day.

 

16 days -- that's just too long. I want to be with you now, however, I will be patient.

 

Talked with my insurance agent today. She's the owner. She said that we can work out a plan where I can keep my insurance with them for six months after I move. That way I will not be rushed into having to find an agent there. I can take my time. I will use the address in CA as a second address. I am meeting with her next week. She is very very nice. She'd like to me you. I told her all about you. If I have to pay the speeding ticket, she said they would not raise my insurance premium. Honesty pays off sometimes. However, I am still going to write a letter to the judge.

 

I will be so excited to see you! I think about you and the time we spent together all the time. I am so thankful for the pictures of us.

 

I better close for now. Hope there are no typos. I typed this very quickly.

 

I love you so much darling.

 

Cynthia

XXOO

 

I'll call as soon as I get home. I'll be thinking about you until then.

 

Hello Beautiful,

 

16 days. I can't wait to bring you home where I can hold you close everyday and all night. Have a wonderful Wednesday.

 

I Love You Always & Forever,

 

Brian

 

1/28

Come as soon as possible. Call and see if you can get an earlier flight.

 

I LOVE YOU,

Cynthia

Cynthia darling, I am so much in love with you. I got your card today, I can't believe the messages. We feel the same way, it is so incredible. Sometimes I think I am dreaming, to have such a wonderful person as you in my life. I am so blessed. I was telling one of the teachers today about us, she is a lawyer. She was so touched by the romance of it all she actually shed tears.

 

We were made for each other, soulmates.

 

I didn't know it till today, I have 2/13 off. I may be able to fly in earlier or just have a easy no rush day. What do you think?

 

I Love you more than words could ever express.

 

Eternal Love,

 

Brian

 

To my fiancee,

 

My love for you is like the brightest star, eternal it will never fade, in fact it glows more brightly every day.

 

I Love You

 

My greatest pleasure is seeing you happy. I want my life to be about creating happiness for you and us.

 

I Love You

 

My fondest memories are those of you and us. Our time together are treasured memories that I hold onto.

 

I Love You

 

The love I give you today is the least you can ever expect from me, for as each new day unfolds, my love grows ever stronger...

because every day that I am in love with you is the greatest day of my life.

 

Your future husband

 

1/29/98

I checked with UHAUL today and this is what I found out:

Hitch, ball, and wiring: $127, $8.95, $16.95

21x21x48 trailer $59.00

$25.00 -- insurance (optional)

 

North American Van Lines

Appt. 02/11/98 @ 2:00 for estimate

 

I sent a cashiers check to: Dr. Brian Bailey for $550 today for your wedding ring. They are simply beautiful. Thanks for finding them and all the work you put in to it. Your wonderful.

 

Did you write TO MY FIANCEE? You are so very sweet. It makes me feel so special to know you truly love me with all your heart. I am so so happy that we found each other. My heart aches for you more and more each day that we are apart. Please try and get an earlier flight because I want you here as soon as possible. All I can think about every day is hearing your wonderful voice every night. I love you so much. I better run for now.

 

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE,

Your future wife, Cynthia

 

Good morning darling,

 

15 days. I will call about an earlier flight. I really love you.

 

Yours forever,

 

Brian

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I suggest packing everything you can in the car and getting the rest later. You could UPS some light stuff and still save money.

 

I did write TO MY FIANCEE, I saved it in my Cynthia file. I bought 2 Valentines cards today I will send one tomorrow. Should I save one for in person exchange?

 

I picked up my airline ticket and guess what?

 

I will be flying in on SWA flight 845

 

Lv 7:55 from LAX

 

Arrive Austin at:

 

1:20 pm

 

Yippee! see you early :)

 

 

I picked up our slides today and will scan them and post on our site.

 

 

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

 

Brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOX

 

1/29

Hi Sweetheart,

 

How's my wonderful handsome husband-to-be this evening? I'm great.

 

Should we decide to stay all night Saturday, February 14, Michelle and Jerry said we could stay with them. They live about seven minutes from me. Do you want to do something special for Valentine's Day? Like possibly have dinner out. If so, I need to know so that we can make reservations. It is very difficult to get seated here, especially Valentine's Day.

 

Hope you were able to change your ticket to an earlier flight on the 13th.

 

My mind is constantly on you and us. I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE! I hope once we are together we are never apart for this amount of time again. I want to hug and kiss you right now. I'm content being by your side holding each other. It is such a powerful feeling for me. I have never felt this way before with anyone.

 

Can't wait to hear your loving voice tonight.

 

I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY, Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Hi again darling, You can make reservations. I think it might be better to get on our way early so there is no time pressure. I will do anything for you. You know how much I love you. You do belong to AAA? Do they still send maps with the best route highlighted for trips? If the do could you request one?

 

I have 14 slides here with a gorgeous, beautiful woman in each one, I can't wait to scan them. I am in LOVE.

 

Always and forever yours,

 

Brian

 

1/30/98

Hi honey,

 

I love you and I miss you. Yes, we have so much happiness ahead of us. Happiness is being with you forever.

 

So glad it's Friday. I'm going to begin packing some things this weekend.

 

Hope you had a fabulous Friday!

 

I love you darling.

 

Your future wife,

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Hi Darling,

 

I hope you are feeling better. Two weeks from now I will be getting ready to go to the airport and bring my baby home forever :) I miss you so much. We have so much happiness ahead of us. We have waited all these years to finally meet and marry. Life is great when you are in it. Have a Fabulous Friday. I will be carrying your image in my vision, your voice in my ears and your love in my heart.

 

I Love you,

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Brian

Your future husband

 

1/30/98

Hi my future handsome husband,

 

My day was also busy. Sounds as though your weekend will be very busy.

 

I am feeling better.

 

I called United Van Lines and scheduled an appointment for Monday at 1:00. I have decided to store my furniture in their warehouse. I think this is best. Actually it might be more economical for United to move everything to CA than to purchase airline tickets, rent a UHAUL, plus the additional gasoline and hotel costs, boarding the dogs etc. What do you think? Tom Kelner is meeting me here and bringing a computer and printer on Monday. He will be able to let me know. I will feel much better this way. I will explain later.

 

I love you so much darling. I will feel so happy when we are finally united forever. I will be here all evening. Miss you!

 

You should receive the check I mailed tomorrow.

 

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE,

Cynthia

 

Hi future wife,

 

It has been a busy day. When Jared gets back we are going grocery shopping. I received 276 slides to scan this weekend. I have two sets of midterms to grade and final grades are due on Tues. It will be a busy weekend.

 

How was your day? How are you feeling? I miss you. I love you so much you are constantly on my mind. I plan to be home all night. Talk to you later.

 

Your soulmate,

 

Brian

 

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I am glad you and Martin are working together :) I think he is a good trustworthy guy. We are going to go workout then I need to get back to work. You are always on my mind. I love you so much. I will be looking forward to talking tonight at 10 your time. It was so nice to start my day after hearing your lovely voice.

 

Forever your devoted and loving husband (soon),

 

Brian

 

1/31/98

Hi darling,

 

It was so nice beginning my day hearing your voice. I am so much in love with you.

 

I am glad we worked things out too, but I am going to store everything as planned. It will be much easier this way.

 

Hope you had a great workout. You look and feel wonderful!

 

I need to go and take a shower now so I can be on time for dinner at Heather's house this evening.

 

My friend, Monica is having a Valentine's Party. Do you want to go? It is on the evening of the 14th. Will we have time? You know better than me. I always think I have much more time than I do and end up running short.

 

I will be here at 10:00 p.m. and will be looking forward to talking to my forever devoted and loving future husband to be.

 

I love you,

Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

Set a new personal best for bench press today, 225 lbs. Jared couldn't get it. He has got till next Saturday the day after his Birthday to beat it. He looked a little depressed when I beat him. I will keep giving him something to shoot for.

 

Ordered our rings today. They may be here as early as Fri. I got your check.

 

The wait to see you is becoming more bearable. I look at it as a week from next Fri. it doesn't sound so long. Still, even a day is too long to be away from my soulmate, sweetheart and future wife.

 

I love you very, very, very much,

 

Your huny,

 

Brian

 

By Being Yourself

 

I love you not only for what you are,

but for what I am when I am with you.

I love you not only for what you have made

of yourself, but for what you are making of me.

I love you because you have done more than

any creed could have done to make me good,

and more than any fate could have done to make me happy.

You have done it without a touch,

without a word, without a sign.

You have done it by being yourself.

Perhaps that is what being a friend means, after all.

 

I love you,

 

Brian

 

2/1/98

Hi Brian,

 

I tried calling this morning but I am still experiencing the same difficulty with the phone. I unplugged each phone and still no change. It is funny that Martin was able to call Heather last night to let her know that we were on our way. I wanted to talk this morning. I fell asleep last night. I thought that you were calling back so I kept waking up and looking at the clock. We didn't say I love you when we said good bye last night. I feel really sick this morning. The photo is nice. Thank you sweetie for writing By Being Yourself. You are so talented. Is that what you wrote on my card?

 

I love you darling; you are my one and only forever sweetheart,

Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I miss you. I look forward to talking tonight. Is there any possibility that Martin sabotaged the phone?

 

I am working hard. I am also thinking of you.

 

Love always and forever,

 

Brian

 

2/1/98

No, Martin didn't sabotage the phone. He is fortunately not that smart. He, however, did write a wonderful wonderful letter to Judge Ott for me. He conferred with a local judge and researched the net and produced a letter that will hopefully help me. I will hand deliver it on the 11th. I cannot miss any work days until then since they are paying my personal time off. They paid 9.5 personal days plus two weeks vacation for this year.

 

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

 

I am sorry for calling so early and waking you up. I just had to hear that terrific voice of yours. It got my day off to a great start. I want to be with you now. I simply love your touch. I just close my eyes and go there and then I don't want to return to reality.

 

Have a marvelous day darling.

 

Your loving and devoted future wife, Cynthia

 

 

2/1/98

Well, Brian--

 

It is interesting that I can call local numbers but when I dial 0, 1411, or call someone collect I receive a recording that says "Your call cannot be completed as dialed, please check the number and dial again." This has never happened before. I asked Martin about this and he said he's done nothing to cause this response. I guess I will find out on Monday. I will leave a note on the door and ask that they telephone me at the office if I'm not here that I only work five minutes away. I just received the new phone bill a couple of days ago and paid it in full yesterday. I was with Martin when he paid the previous bill so I am totally confused as to what the problem is.

 

Just thought I'd share this info with you. I love you so much darling. Looking forward to talking with you later.

 

You are my forever sweetheart,

Cynthia

XOXOXO:)

 

No it hasn't. I want to be in your arms right now. I want to make passionate love to you all night. That is all I think about. I love you more than anything.

 

Hope you're having a marvelous Monday.

 

Everything worked out great with the lost keys. I talked with the management at the hospital. They are going to give me two new keys today. She said there was no problem as long as they were not labeled.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XOXOXOXO

 

Hello Beautiful,

 

How are you feeling? Has it come yet? 11 days and I will be in your arms and you in mine. I am looking forward to hugging and holding you so tightly. I will look in your eyes and see our love. I will run my fingers through your hair and kiss you so passionately. Our hearts will be so warm and full of wondrous love. Our countenances will radiate our happiness. Everyone we meet will know "what a couple, they are so much in love." I want to make passionate love to you all night long, what do you think?

 

I love you so very, very much,

 

Brian

 

2/2/98

Hi Sweetie,

 

How are you? I really don't know what was wrong with the phone. The repairman stated that it must have already been fixed from the main office. He really did nothing. Anyway, it is working.

 

The gentleman from United Van Lines visited with me today. I asked him to call you. He approximated the weight for everything around 6,300 pounds. The cost to move and store everything was totally outrageous. It was $1,500 to store everything for one month. It was nearly $5,000 dollars to move everything. Can you believe that? I have never paid that much before. What should we do? I need your input on this. In addition, he was more than 30 minutes late which made me late getting back to the office. I now have to make up 1.5 hours. I really don't know how much time I have to interview these moving companies. I really cannot miss any more work. I don't want to burn bridges. Dr. Loukas said should I return to the area, he'd definitely hire me again. That made me feel good. HELP!

 

My friend, Janet and her husband moved two years ago and they had a house full of nice furniture. They had a moving company pack everything and it only cost $3,000.

 

I asked the fellow to give you a call and to fax the estimate to you. I thought you might have a lot of questions that he could answer and then we could discuss a better plan together.

 

I will call later.

 

I love you so much darling. (kisses and hugs)

Cynthia

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I was glad to hear your voice on my machine when I got home. I was thinking about you all day wondering if you were safe. I am glad your phone is working, what was the problem? You can call me any time I am still grading tests, grades are due tomorrow. I love you so very much. It is the highlight of my day to hear your sweet voice.

 

Yours forever and ever,

 

Brian

 

2/3/98

Hi darling,

 

How are you? I'm okay.

 

I will see about meeting with North American.

 

How was your day? I had my exit interview today. It went great. Everyone is so nice. I will miss working for SRCC.

 

I will love being your wife and being with you forever. You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I truly love you. I just want to make you happy.

 

I will call later. I am going to call my mom right now. Talk with you soon.

 

I love you,

Cynthia

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I woke dreaming about you this am. I was looking for you beside me and I realized it was only a dream :( Well, 10 more days and it will be real. I love and miss you. I think you should talk to North American if you can meet without missing work. Otherwise go with United. I will talk to Tom tonight I missed his call.

 

I love you,

 

Brian

 

Hi Huny,

 

After tomorrow it is only one week. I want to pick you up and hug you so close. I miss you so much. I hope you are feeling OK. I wish I was there to help you pack. I too have been busy, I hope I can get all the grades done today. I look forward to a long conversation tonight. I love you so very, very, very much.

 

Your forever sweetie,

 

Hi darling,

 

I glad there's just one week left after tomorrow before we can be together forever. I keep telling myself this. I am going to UHAUL after work to buy boxes. I am having the trailer hitch put on my car Saturday at 8:00 a.m.

 

I want to hold you in my arms forever. I too wish you were here to help me pack. I will start tonight depending on how long we talk -- maybe begin Friday night. Michelle said she would help.

 

I started this morning.

 

I love you so much. You are my sweetie.

 

Looking forward to talking to you tonight. I will call early, around 8:00 my time. If you are not there, I'll leave a message. I promise.

 

I love you and miss you SOOO much, Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Brian

 

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I look forward to your call. I will be here waiting to hear your wonderful voice. I gotta call United and the jeweler. Talk to you soon.

 

Your future hubby,

 

Brian

 

2/5

Hi Sweetheart,

 

Sorry I was falling asleep on you last night. I am fighting a head cold. I read recently that alcohol helps to get rid of the Rhino virus so I had a shot of whiskey and it went to my head. I guess that is where it should go for a head cold LOL. I am still tired this morning. Are you feeling better now that your menses is started?

 

This week seems to be one of the slowest I can remember. Well, a week from tomorrow you will be in my arms!!! It seems like it has be so long. I have a busy day today. Errands and things to do after school, computer tutor at 6:30pm. I should be home before 7:30. I will be thinking about you all day.

 

Eternal Love,

 

Brian

 

Hi Huny,

 

This time next week I will be at the airport going to see my darlin', my wife to be. I'm fixin' to go to work, LOL. I love starting the day with your voice, you are so wonderful, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I will be thinking about you all day.

 

Your forever lover and soulmate,

 

Brian

 

2/6/98

 

Hi my soon to be darling handsome husband,

 

I hope you feel rested today. You were very very tired last night.

 

I went to Martin's bank today and they had the $5,000 check ready and I paid my car and signature loans off in full today. That was a terrific feeling. That will save $335 per month.

 

I mailed two cards today, one for Jared's birthday and one for you regarding love. I hope you like it. Hopefully, you will receive them Saturday. I mailed them at the post office at 8:15 this morning before work. Tell Jared Happy Birthday for me.

 

I am going out to eat at Houston's this evening.

 

Looking forward to talking with you. That is the highlight of my day. You are so very special to me. I wish we were together right now. I love your touch. I have been on cloud 9 since we met. It's simply wonderful. I love you sooo much sweetie,

 

Your future loving wife, Cynthia

 

 

 

2/6/98 Fri

 

Sweetheart,

 

I too love starting the day hearing your captivating voice. You will always have my love. I want to walk hand and hand with you across the years to come through all the hours a single lifetime could make. I want to grow with you and experience life to its fullest and to always look into my heart and find I am more in love with you than ever before. I love you more and more with each passing day my darling husband to be.

 

Love your future wife, Cynthia

 

2/6/98 Fri

 

Hey honey,

 

Are you feeling better this morning? Hope the cards arrive today. Please try and come Thursday. I miss you so. That's all I think about. If it doesn't work out for you to travel a day earlier, I understand. I just want you here with me. Dreams are nice, but I want the real thing! I love everything about you and love you more than I thought was possible. I have been looking for you all my life. I'm so glad I found you.

 

Have a beautiful day sweetie. I will be thinking about you always.

 

I love you,

 

Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

Everlasting Love

 

Cynthia my darling, soon we will be together forever. I will be your devoted husband and you my adoring bride. I NEVER want to be apart this long again. My heart aches so much without you near my side. Promise me to always stay near me. I want to fall asleep every night cuddling you. If I wake and you aren't near I will seek you because I will always want to be touching you. I cannot imagine anything more pleasurable than waking with you next to me. I long to see your warm, loving and tenderhearted smile, it fills me with light and warmth. I crave looking into your beautiful and affectionate eyes and feeling the true and unconditional love we have for each other. You are the woman for me, above all others the one and only I will ever want. Never in my life have I felt so much love and it is all for you. You are perfect as you are.

In less than a week, I will hold your sexy, gorgeous body so close to mine. I will kiss your moist and tender lips so passionately. I will caress you from head to toe with kisses and tender bites. I want to ravish you so exquisitely and watch you writhe in ecstasy. We will make passionate and joyous love. We will join as one and travel to the pinnacle of ecstasy and joy. Afterward, we will lay peacefully embraced and bask in the afterglow of perfect, complete and everlasting love. My love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean, brighter than the grandest of suns and more powerful than the greatest earthquake. My love is as eternal as the Universe itself. I want to grow old with you, always in love. If I depart this earth life before you I will watch over you and wait impatiently for you to come home to me. We will begin our next great adventure always together and deeply in love.

 

Your soulmate,

 

Brian

 

2/8/98

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

How are you? I'm feeling better. I'll call later. I got up at 5:00 a.m. I still have a slight headache, but not near as bad as last night.

 

Thank you for writing Everlasting Love. I had tears in my eyes and joy in my heart when I read it. You are sooo wonderful. It makes me so happy to know that I will spend the rest of my life with someone special like you. You are one of a kind. I've never known or met another man like you. I just want you by my side as soon as possible. I will never let you go.

 

I love you dearly, Cynthia XXXOOO

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I trust you are feeling better. I liked your note. I love you so much. I will write more later.

 

I love you so very much,

 

Brian

 

2/8/98 Sun

Hi Sweetie,

 

Thanks so much for the recommendation. It worked. My headache is completely gone. Now I can start packing again.

 

My neighbor also gave me Eclectic Institute fresh freeze-dried Nettles, Urtica dioica Leaf 300 mg per capsule. The Eclectic Institute is in Sandy, Oregon. What do you think about this? I haven't taken any yet. She gave me a new unopened bottle.

 

I love you and am looking forward to talking tonight. The weather is gorgeous here today. I have the back patio door open. It is so nice. Hope it is like this when you arrive on Friday.

 

I love you sweetheart, Cynthia

XXXOOO

 

2/9

Hi Honey,

 

Happy Monday. After today there is only Tues, Wed and Thurs :) I can't wait. Yippee!!! we'll be together forever at last!!! I trust you are still feeling well? Have a Marvelous Monday.

 

I love you lots and lots,

 

Your soon to be husband,

 

Brian

 

2/9/98 M

Hi darling,

 

Yes, thank you, I am still feeling well. I only packed one box last night and went into the office early this morning. That's right only three more days and then we are together forever (:.

 

When I think about you, I feel warm and happy inside. I know I tell you this all the time, but I'll keep telling you this because I mean it, you are so wonderful in every way and I love you sooo much! Let's have a very romantic Friday evening/night. I want to make love with you all night long. You drive me crazy. I will love being your wife and being with you the rest of my life. I'm so thankful we found each other.

 

Talk with you later sweetie.

 

I LOVE YOU!!!

Cynthia

 

12/9

Hi Sweetheart,

 

I am so eager to see you, hold you and love you up close and personal. We are lucky, unlike Jack and Rose in the movie Titanic we will have each other for the rest of our lives and eternity. We are in love just as they were. I will always love you like that. I look forward to talking later. I LOVE YOU !!!

 

Forever yours,

 

Brian

 

Hi honey,

 

Just arrived home from work. I am going to eat dinner. My mother is calling at 7:00 my time.

 

I love you so much and look forward to talking with you later tonight.

 

Yours forever,

 

Cynthia

 

 

2/9

Hi Sweetie,

 

I am tired this am. Jacqueline got out last night when I was airing the smoke out. I got to bed late, she is safe. After today, just two more days :) I am eager to have my sweetheart in my arms again. I miss you. I love you so very much.

 

Everlasting Love,

 

Brian

 

2/10

Hi sweetie,

 

I am so glad she's safe. Where did you find her? How long did it take you to find her? Maybe you should take a nap when you get home today.

 

They had a pizza party for me at the office. It was fun. Dr. Towell and I talked today. We talked about you. She's eager to meet you on Friday. She said I am no dummy and trusts I am making the right decision.

 

Not long now. I love you and want you here. Looking forward to talking tonight darling.

 

Lots of hugs and kisses,

Cynthia

 

 

2/11

Hi Sweetie,

 

In 48 hours I will be getting ready to leave for the airport. I plan to pack tonight. I am so excited to see you, hold you kiss you. I love you so very much. You should get your card today.

 

Love Always and Forever,

 

Brian

 

Hi honey,

 

I love you so much. I will be so excited to see you Friday.

 

United Van Lines gave me an estimate today. She will call and talk with you. It was less. Let me know what you think.

 

Went to the dentist at 7:00 a.m. so that's done.

 

My car is at First Texas Honda being repaired. The right CV joint and the timing belt needed to be repaired/replaced. It's important to have a safe car. It will cost $647.00. I didn't like that much.

 

Friday evening with you will be wonderful. I am looking forward to holding and kissing you all night long. I love you so much my wonderful husband to be.

 

Picked up my dress this afternoon. It is perfect. I think you'll think so too.

 

Better start packing. Let's talk early so I can continue packing after we say goodnight.

 

Hugs and kisses to my sweetie, Cynthia

 

Hi Sweetie,

 

I just talked to Lucille at N. Amer. Van Lines, she will fax the estimate in the AM. She told me we were the 3rd? she has moved to CA that has met on the internet. I am getting so excited!!! One more day and I will be with my baby :) Did you get you card today? Talk to you soon.

 

I LOVE YOU,

 

Brian

 

4/7/98

Hi Honey,

Last day I will be without you.

This time tomorrow I will be almost ready to head for the airport. We will leave around 6 AM. I set my alarm for 4:30 AM. By the time you read this I will be there in around 24 hrs. I am so excited!!! At last I will be with my Honey, my sweetheart. I have missed you so much over the last 22 days. Lets make sure that this will be the record for the time we have spent apart. I love you so much see you soon.

 

Love always,

 

Brian

 

Sweetheart,

 

It is so difficult to be away from you, to go even a day without hearing your comforting voice or seeing your beautiful warm smile, without holding you close and feeling your strong arms around me. I miss the excitement your touch brings and the support and encouragement you're always so willing to give. I miss being with you and sharing all the little everyday things. I miss you more than you know and I can't wait till we're together again tomorrow forever.

 

I'm looking forward to being with you at the end of the day when things quiet down and you're close by my side where I want you to be, when we share all our secrets and dream all our dreams. These moments will be so precious to me.

 

I love you more than anything.

 

Your future wife, Cynthia

 

Honey,

 

I can't wait to kiss you so long and hold you so close to me. I will see you in hours.

 

Love your soon to be husband

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